im so confused right now...i honestly have no idea whats going on.  sam and i kind of broke up last night, and it feels really weird.  i love sam more than i ever have, but being "together" wasn't really happening the right way.  i love being with him, i love kissing him, and holding his hand. i love how funny he is and how sweet he is every moment we're together.  i love his hair and his dimples! and i love it when he laughs really loud...and i love it when he says "intanet."  however, last night we both admitted to being seriously sketch when it comes to our realtionship.  its almost like we're different than usual when we hang out...not ourselves exactly.  i want good things to come out of this.  im not going to stop loving, because its impossible.  i hope he wont stop loving me...
i want us to be close in the ways boyfriends and girlfriends can't be.  we can be crazy together and have conversations about ANYTHING (serious stuff too.)
i've liked sam since 6th grade...in a really curious way like i wanted to know him better and i wanted to belong to him.  it took him a while to like me back...haha.  i asked him out a few times and he wasn't feeling it...but we finally got there...and we're going to keep going.  at least, that what i hope.